okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you, Jack

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

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Pimlico Rats

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

whats your name?

yeah

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

or never left

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

2 (actually index). two is company

no like which do people call me

hello reader,

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you mean

but i respect your search

It Will Get Lighter

Lift Analysis

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

13, H, grate

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

that looks like my instagram account

I Write Goodbye Letter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

abrar?