It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

as in

propensity within someone

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

kind of mythopoesis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thank you, Jack

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

that looks like my instagram account

i understand

god being the centre magnet

not their contents

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

we can only engage in such a way


i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

autonomy of learning


plato

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46