its good
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
it is hopeful
no longer writing in the third person
Better Lift
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Today I felt like starting
currently
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
brb i will read and reply sincerely
i dont understand magnetisation
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
but really the thing should be autonomous
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you