but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

feel you

what do you mean

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

that looks like my instagram account

much more tactility

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

its performative

its good

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good short few pages

magnetisation/form

idk

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

IWGD

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

have you read


Style

no i haven't really read anything

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

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