Rain, starting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

no longer writing in the third person

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i see a website

its performative

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

but i respect your search

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

god being the centre magnet

Better Lift

idk

you have a beautiful account btw

its good short few pages

i have read not even 1 book

whats your name?