was it worth it

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

is this you as well

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

lol

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

as in

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol yea

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no i haven't really read anything

but really the thing should be autonomous

i have read not even 1 book

so at the end

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ion

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

what do you mean