its good

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

not their contents

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?


i dont understand magnetisation

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

its performative

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

feel you

god being the centre magnet

like first name

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

what do you think my name is

ahnaf abrar

abrar?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

fw

no i haven't really read anything

i was tempted to lie about my name

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate