i really havent

but i respect your search

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

you have a beautiful account btw

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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really i want the internet

no longer writing in the third person

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

it is hopeful

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