yeah

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

division of reality is straying away from it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models



It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

It Will Get Lighter

1

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so the method has to be autonomous

IWGD

it is hopeful

autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

much more tactility

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Rain, starting

isaac

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

December 2025

we need to be deconstructing our identities

idk

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

isaac newton

you have a beautiful account btw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

lol

lol yea

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it