It Will Get Lighter

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

Lift Analysis

Worse Lift

as in

so at the end

Pimlico Rats

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it



part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i love it here

i see a website

you have a beautiful account btw

not so on: yvf(wthw)

yeah

was it worth it