it is hopeful
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
no longer writing in the third person
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
much more tactility
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
autonomy of learning
its performative
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.