was it worth it

i really havent

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like first name

the site i am dreaming

abrar?

feel you

and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

Can I see

Worse Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

Style

Better Lift

was it worth it

yes

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i was tempted to lie about my name

its performative

all that is to say

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50