"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
its good
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
as in
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
you cannot feed someone truth
division of reality is straying away from it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos