no longer writing in the third person

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what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i love it here

hiding from the rain

feel you

we can only engage in such a way

yeah

magnetisation/form

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

whats your name?

so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

not their contents

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its good