ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
so the method has to be autonomous
all that is to say
so an active mazelike process
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
you cannot feed someone truth
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
send your tumblr
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
division of reality is straying away from it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
kind of mythopoesis
idk
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13