no i haven't really read anything

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Rain, starting

Thank you, Jack

or never left

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i dont understand magnetisation

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

isaac newton

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

i was tempted to lie about my name

Lift Analysis

I am below everything.

magnetises a pin

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

isaac

its good

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i really havent

ahnaf abrar

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.