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It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Can I see

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

kind of mythopoesis

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Rain, starting


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

was it worth it

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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