"Put a blanket."

hello reader,

autonomy of learning

abrar?

isaac newton

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

its performative

propensity within someone

sorry i am texting like a slav

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

that looks like my instagram account

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

and the fake qualifier

i love it here

is this you as well

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

thank you

magnetisation/form

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

much more tactility

god being the centre magnet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.