the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Picture

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

like magnets

It Will Get Lighter

its good

its good short few pages

have you read

ion

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

division of reality is straying away from it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

plato

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

lol

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

yeah

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.