lol

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its good

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like first name

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

like magnets

fw

feel you

no i haven't really read anything

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol yea

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It's

dusk

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them