this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

what do you think my name is

as in

bro i read nothing in my life

no like which do people call me

you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

all that is to say

ahnaf abrar

was it worth it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i want to do that too

much more tactility

whats your name?

1

its good

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I am below everything.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i understand

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.