Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
isaac newton
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
that looks like my instagram account
no like which do people call me
division of reality is straying away from it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
sorry i am texting like a slav