The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Rain, starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

hiding from the rain

but i respect your search

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

yeah

magnetises a pin

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good short few pages

isaac newton

bro i read nothing in my life

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

you cannot feed someone truth

kind of mythopoesis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so at the end

i see a website