i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
which magnetises chains of pins
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
is everyoneback on tumblr now
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
but really the thing should be autonomous
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
bro i read nothing in my life
