it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yeah

its performative

in a post. I want to be remembered

plato

you cannot feed someone truth

2 (actually index). two is company

i was tempted to lie about my name

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but i respect your search

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

"Put a blanket."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter