Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
have you read
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
its performative
autonomy of learning
its good
i love it here
fw
yeah
no i haven't really read anything
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Thank you, Jack
its good short few pages
i dont understand magnetisation
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
your feed looks like my tumblr
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
whats your name?
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
ion
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue