i want to do that too

abrar?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

and the fake qualifier

I am below everything.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

It Will Get Lighter

i see a website

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

magnetisation/form

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

this will be about a slug

lol yea

not their contents

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

idk

its good short few pages