Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
god being the centre magnet
what do you mean
like first name
its good
plato
i want to do that too
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
feel you
like magnets
isaac
and the fake qualifier
is this you as well
which magnetises chains of pins
was it worth it
abrar?
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
we need to be deconstructing our identities
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
so the method has to be autonomous
autonomy of learning
idk
no like which do people call me
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.