Today I felt like starting
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
really i want the internet
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
kind of mythopoesis
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
hiding from the rain
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
in a post. I want to be remembered
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
feel you
magnetisation/form
as in
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you