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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

its good

i love it here

no like which do people call me

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

and the fake qualifier

I am below everything.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

ahnaf abrar

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but really the thing should be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

god being the centre magnet