a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Better Lift


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03



Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.


feel you

ahnaf abrar

i love it here

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf