the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

sorry i am texting like a slav

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i dont understand magnetisation

its good

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

plato

like magnets

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting

IWGD


i understand

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

not their contents

its good


She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book


        13       |
                |
                |
            H   |
                |
                |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
                |

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls


no like which do people call me

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."