i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i have read not even 1 book

as in

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

it is hopeful

IWGD

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

wait what is that

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

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