ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
like first name
Better Lift
it is hopeful
is this you as well
what do you mean
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
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