it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?


you cannot feed someone truth

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

bro i read nothing in my life

sorry i am texting like a slav

...

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

I Write Goodbye Letter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Lift Analysis

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

and the fake qualifier

kind of mythopoesis

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books