It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

whats your name?

i dont understand magnetisation

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

isaac

ahnaf abrar

ion

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

not so on: yvf(wthw)

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

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