there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
send link
Thank you, Jack
the site i am dreaming
kind of mythopoesis
...
in a post. I want to be remembered
i see a website
was it worth it
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
wait what is that
...
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt