After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you cannot feed someone truth

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

brb i will read and reply sincerely

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet



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"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

but i respect your search

you have a beautiful account btw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

we can only engage in such a way

currently

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I am below everything.

or never left

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.