something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Style

"Put a blanket."

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

feel you

what do you think my name is

wait what is that

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like first name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the site i am dreaming

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no like which do people call me


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so at the end

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf