confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Better Lift

it is hopeful

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

13, H, grate

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we can only engage in such a way

not their contents

Rain, starting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt