I'm trying
to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
