i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

is this you as well

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like first name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

so an active mazelike process

and the fake qualifier

December 2025

i love it here

I Write Goodbye Letter

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

...

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

god being the centre magnet

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

yeah

what do you think my name is