think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I am below everything.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.


so the method has to be autonomous

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15


We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

idk