part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i have read not even 1 book

lol yea

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i see a website

god being the centre magnet

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good short few pages

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i love it here


isaac

Style

December 2025

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

fw


that looks like my instagram account

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

which magnetises chains of pins

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged



god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Worse Lift

its performative

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf