was it worth it

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

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December 2025

2 (actually index). two is company

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

its performative

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

that looks like my instagram account

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

lol

propensity within someone

so at the end

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we can only engage in such a way