I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

have you read

propensity within someone

Thank you, Jack

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

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Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

much more tactility

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol yea

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.