Today I felt like starting

yeah

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ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

so an active mazelike process

i want to do that too

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i really havent

plato

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac newton

its good short few pages

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i have read not even 1 book

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its good

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

really i want the internet

ion

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

sorry i am texting like a slav