Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

kind of mythopoesis

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i dont understand magnetisation

all that is to say

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

really i want the internet

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from. 

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lol

its performative

isaac newton

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them