with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
really i want the internet
propensity within someone
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
brb i will read and reply sincerely
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
so the method has to be autonomous
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
so an active mazelike process
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
autonomy of learning
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
no longer writing in the third person
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it