that looks like my instagram account

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

really i want the internet

but really the thing should be autonomous

"Put a blanket."

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you have a beautiful account btw

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